Monday, November 22, 2004

is it too much to ask?

i think the world should shut down on my birthday. for those of you that don't know when it is... it's 12-02-1979.... yep...i'm no longer young... i'm almost a quarter of a century...

but seriously...every year....about september... i start counting down the days/minutes/moments left until i can finally run around screaming "it's my birthday!!!! you have to be nice to me!!!!!".....

and every year... without fail... i am sorely disappointed at the excitement actually generated by my actual birthday... be it that the excitement has worn me down...be it that my friends end up not really as excited on my bday as i wish they would be...

be it...that it's a time of reflection in which i realize that i neither am married, in a relationship, nor do i even have anyone on the horizon that i'm interested in getting to know better romantically...

maybe this year, i should vow to ignore my birthday all together...and instead concentrate on the fact that i'm not married or in a relationship early.... and not wait until my birthday...

sigh... isn't this kind of thinking supposed to wait until i'm old enough to be on sex in the city???

the end.