Thursday, October 14, 2004

i'm so fickle

about everything - music, clothes, my haircolor, food, but mostly people - when i meet someone new, i want to know everything i can about them, i ask a million questions (many of which are inappropriate, but i don't like boundaries) i find out their likes, their dislikes, their quirks, their good qualities and bad - usually, though, when i know everything i can about someone, i get bored really fast - as it turns out, most people are really disappointing - usually it's lack of character that gets to me, or lack of imagination, or just lacking, you know?

and the thing is, when i've decided that i'm done with someone, there's not much that i can deal with after that - i'm done and i want that person to be deported to jackassylvania or anywhere else, just so that i don't have to deal with them anymore - this presents a problem, because after i've gotten my phd in this person, they usually want to be friends or something - it's always the ending that gives me trouble - i don't know how to be nice about telling people to fuck off - it would be great if i could just send a hallmark "it's been so nice getting to know you, but now that i know you - damn. can we just go back to not talking?"